i get that.

just one moment.

no cleaning

no argueing

no joking

no planning

no deciding


be silent


no one around

be grateful im not sick or homeless


i can if i want,

stand up and dance

*drive to the river

do bible study (which Im behind on,,, opps)

take a nap

call old friends


With nothing to stress over this moment,

Im free

completely and totally



my energy isn’t low but not bouncing.


so I think for this free moment

I will lay here and listen to my random thought and the (christmas)music in my house.


but in a couple of moments, I need to get on my bible study before tomorrows group….

K; )