Halloween…
Its the day, halloween day…
The picture is my pumkin and Joeys pumpkin…
His wouldnt stay lite without burning the pumpkin up so only mine….
This is our 3rd halloween together, but our 2nd doing pumpkins.
Last year, joey didnt completely understand so we hand a very hungry pumpkin with a very large mouth…
It was silly.
Last year we also trick or treated, we are the cool adults who dont grow up… hehehehe
This year, We’ll watch a scary movie, go to a haunted house, visit family… enjoy the day for what we greq up knowing it as.
Growing up, it was the day when you could be whatever you wanted without judgement from peirs.
Go to peoples home and ask for candy…
She scary stuff sensored was fun to see, and as we got older, the less sensor we saw.
As an adult, halloween Ive seen was a chance for girls to dress like sluts…
Nothing but a thong and bra, and if you were in Hollywood, NOTHING but some paint…
So now that Im in this life, we are going to enjoy it the way we did as kids.
Be silly, dress up a lil’, ask for candy from some friends and family, and be a lil’ scared.
I do not recognize any evil in this holiday, however I know there could be.
I see it as a day to be silly without judgement because everyone else is.
However, Im silly everyday…
ask my family.
HAPPY HALLOWEEN
Good Morning Baltimore!
My intentions for the day were to wake up with Joey and go straight to my moms house after I took him to work. Take along my bible study and do a lot of catch up. Once done, go home and clean the apt. building, and than my home. That was my plan. Productive.
This is what actually happened and I cant say Im mad about it now.
I woke with Joey, got my bible study together, helped make joeys lunch. Took joey to work, and went to my moms. Got to my moms and realized that I left my bible study at home.
F this and F that. Man oh man, I am not a morning person and that to me just ruined my day.
However, there are things that I still must do.
I start about when I realize I can make myself coffee!!!!
So I do, never used my moms coffee machine but I figured it out. It ground my beans fresh and made it up very fast!!!
I went to the fridge to get the creamer when I saw it!!!
There like a small angel playing hide and go seek with me.
I know its my moms, but right now, I can not resist!
sorry mom, I only took a lil bit.
My mom had a whole cheesecake from the cheesecake factory in the fridge…
It took a heartbeat to pick it up and open to see what flavor would delite me this morning.
Vanilla Bean… I should have known.
A couple of small peices my mom had already eaten, if it were mine, it would have been long gone by now.
I cut a small slice, not to much, enough thou.
I got my coffee ready, picked up my plate, and sat in the comfy chair in my moms house.
Turned on the TV…. well what do you know,
my favorite show is on marathon again…
With Americas Next Top Model on and coffee in hand, The cheesecake in front of me told me you will have a good day.
You think Im crazy, but it actually did tell me that I would….
Oh man Oh man….
Thank you God for flipping the day with in a matter of moments…
Thank you God for the best place on earth…
just so you all know, this is the Heaven in Sherman Oaks, Los Angeles area…
street side veiw…
How I miss the hundreds of visit…..
PPT…. pictures
Sometimes, you can look at a picture and it just makes you smile.
I know Joey hates this pix, and it might make some of you laugh at me,, but everytime I look at this picture, i smile.
I remember when I took it and the fashion show I was in. It was a fun great day, and it makes me feel positive.
I know it would be a great wordless wednesday, but, It makes me feel gud, so I will share the love with everyone else. I know you all love it!
I know some are laughing, I know some cant wait to change the page or scroll down.
Whatever you do, Im sure we all a have that one photo that makes you remember something that just makes you smile. Not everyone understands, but you do. And you smile.
So go ahead, what makes you smile.
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~*PPT*~ Britni
Ladies and Gentlemen…
This is Britni Barkley.
She was one of my bridesmaids. She was one that was always going to be a bridesmaid. Since the 6th grade.
So let me tell you a little bit about this girl.
I meet her in the 6th grade at Milikan Middle School, we both were in the Performing Arts Academy… We both perferred to dance.
We became very close in the 8th grade. I went to Van Nuys, she went to Taft. I later transferred to Taft High for a semester. I went to Valley college, she went to a Private college and lives in a Dorm.
She has always been the kind of friend that if we didnt call each other in a couple months, its okay. We pick back up and act like we never stopped talking. I dont think that I have ever been upset at her. She is always amazing. She can be frustrating as much as I can be. She has always been my oreo…. She’s black, but such a white girl. Her parents have always loved me too, even if it’s been awhile. Shes always been the type of girl my mom wished she raised. She’s an angel and she is sooo beautiful.
Britni is a great friend.
I called her for my wedding, and without a doubt she bought her tickets to come. Just having her here was fun. She tired hard to be a medium when issues arised. She worked sooo hard the day before and day of. She did ask a lot og questions thou. She was the girl I wanted to represent the young me in my wedding. I love her soooo much and I hope her name is up there is stars one day among Armani and Prada….
Love you B
I want to smile,
I really do…
Im just tired, i guess
Im glad in the fact that God is God and he has a Plan and all I got to do is follow….
But this is what I want, a job and a house for a home.
Now, I am taking God’s path, but that is what I think I need. I could be wrong. If I am, I’ll except it and go on with whatever He wants.
If you havnt guessed, I get frustrated when I don’t know what I am doing, I feel like a head less chicken sometimes. I know God will lead me the right way but sometimes I just dont see the light at the end of the tunnel…
I want to see that light…
I will, and Im still happy….
There are many good things in my life…. MANY!!!
But this takes the cake in my life in frustration….
Man, I can be dramatic… sorry… lol
Doors
Hmmmm….
Which one is He gonna open,,,
I know he just shut one…
this might take a while.
I know it’s completely His decision to do so, and when
I cant force it. and I wont
When He shuts one, He opens another right?
I’ll be patient, I’ll knock at some and see which one he opens…
maybe it will be the hard knocks door
or maybe the golden door…
maybe baby
maybe job
I dunno
Im just following
waiting for Him to open the door
Ill deffinatly jump through when it opens
because honestly, i dunno what to do right now
except wait for a door to open…
ill have hope
so will joey
we’ll just wait
and knock at a few,
but wait for God to show me what He wants for me,
not what I want for me.
So pray if you will.
Where am I going now
What door do I go through….
What will I do?
We can all have hope for me…
thank you
****GOOD So far on what has happened this morning… I know you dont understand, but this morning was very important to someone very special and so far all is good and I am happy…. I can only contimue to pray
cause sometimes that is all you can do.
He’ll listen
He promised
~*PPT*~… Im starting a series
Yes I will…
As I sit and think, there are too many important and special people (most women) that I could pick from…
So I will start a series…
It will be abou the women who were really involved in my wedding…
in my eyes….
Those who touched me dearly, my girls, and those women I hope to be like one day….
There is well over 10 but Im sure less than 20…
They will not be in any particular order….
I will always title the post ~*PPT*~ and their name….
besides, I’ll put a wedding photo of them…..
Sometimes I’ll just do one and it wont be a tuesday
oh well
get over it…
any day can be positive post day in my land….
So lets start with my first gal
My Edy…
Edythe Garcia
She is Joey’s Best Man’s Wife….
I think I worded that right?
In 2007 I was the coordinator for her wedding…
She was a beautiful bride!
I wanted to do it, just for the experience…
Not expecting that she would return the favor.
At my wedding, there was so much that had not been done. The day of, there was 20 tasks that needed to be completed.
Super hero Edy showed up…
She did everything….anything I needed…
She was amazing.
After she did all that, she was opening the doors and taking photos of the guest, setting up my table. She was non-stop. I was blessed.
Edythe is the type of person that will not only do what you ask, she’ll over do it, and 5 other things. At home she deals with 2 kids and her husbands family. She is always on. She is very genuine and incredibly smart. Joey has known her since middle school and says that she has always been “that girl”.
That girl who was the prettiest, the smartest. Whatever you wernt and wanted to be, she was.
Im happy that I know her, Im blessed that she is my friend.
Thank you Edy for everything!
Thank so much!!!
to a very close friend
Happy Birthday Trinity!!!
Oh beautiful Trinny…
You are going to be a star one day…
So I am so thankful that you hav a birthday in the first place…..
You are a queen!
I can’t say that I have known you all your life because I only truley came to know you a year ago….
When the trinny cats went against the Joahs….
I am so lucky to have a friend like you who will tell me the truth almost more than a friend my age.
You are responsible and patient.
Aside of your physical beauty, you have an unbelievably gorgeous soul.
Thank you Erin and Harald
We all know that she is going to make a huge difference in this world… and I am so lucky to say know her now…
even just to say
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRINITY!!
Positive Post Tuesday….
When all hell breaks loose, I need to THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS….
Hell has not broke loose yet…. but a lot of stress surrounds me currently.
Being stressed and than seeing that some young stupid kids hurt a small dog across the street, well, it just makes me think unhappy thougts… (like, stupid kids,,,, I should go and kick they in the butt for that)
So I am going to list my positive thoughts for the day…
things I can be thankful for….
and than you can add some that I can remember….
~I have the most beautiful Kitties…
~My husband isn’t stressed today…
~ The weather is great, not to cold, not to hott, sunny, some clouds…PERFECT
~I do not feel sick
~God is Great and always loves me and always forgives.
~I saw my uncle mike in the parking lot today!!!
~A popo was following me but didn’t pull over my bucket
~Matty is healthy and smiley
(I permanately block the news in my house…. just needed to add that)
~The holidays are coming
~my house is finally clean from a long weekend
~What am I missing, let me know!!!!
I know for sure, he makes me happy….
Your turn to answer me!
I think I just want to throw this out there….
I’ll explain later, maybe next week….
BUT PLEASE TELL ME WHAT YOU GET FROM THIS….
